This is also called as Rape

If you are reading this blog tht means you already knew my name so I will skip the beautiful intro part.

I was a studious girl who always used to study and never revolted back to anything someone would blame on me. This is me .. whether you like it or not.

You also should know that it took a lot of courage for me to write this post so some claps or likes doesnot make a big difference for you, but instead it will help a lot of girls who dont even know that this is a physical abuse or whatever you people you call it as Rape or something I don’t care. My main point in this writing in this post is to make girls strong enough to shut any seuxual abuse and stand by to whoever in need of help.

This is going to be a very long post, be patient read it like a book, I also hate to write a very long post but I am trying to make sure that the train of thoughts is not lost.

Well, the time has come to share the story. One day I was happily have my heartful meal with my roommate, we were talking about our crushes and the boys who we met. We have been watching a series called “How to get away with murder” for the past two hours and inside me there is a feeling that I need to study. So instead of hurting my roommate by asking her to stop the series, I asked how is her job search going on? She told may be she cannot get a job and she will go back to her country and find an internship there. I told her she is kind and good hearted girl and she must have confidence since there are stil 3 months for her to prepare but she lost hopes even before trying. Then at that moment I got a message from one of my contacts. He is my undergrad friend and he keeps message me although I told him that I dont like chatting with him. He message saying “hey” I saw the message I didnot reply, the next message was “are you busy” I saw that message too but I didnot reply, he can see that I am seeing the message. I asked him “what do you want” he said nothing, I pinged you casually“. At this point I was so frustrated because I politely told him several times to only message me if there is anything important and I also told him that I have no interest in him, because I can see that from the first day, we started talking, he was acting differently, so I knew there was something wrong with this guy, that is why after a week I understood he doesnot have any limits because he keeps on asking questinos on my personal life, so I told him I have interest in him and I don’t want to talk to him unless there is something important. Now lets come back to the situation, he message “sorry, I know you don’t like chatting, and sorry for making your eyes pain, by the way you deleted your dp is this there a new one coming up?” I saw that message and I didnt reply, at this point I showed this to my friend saying one he is a guy from my undergrad who I dont even remember he exists, I sat beside him for an exam that’s all and now he is messaging me like this, she said “he doesnot have limits, look like he is a toxic person why don’t you block him?” I said because I don’t want to.

Continued next week ..

Thank you.